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HEY GUYS I LOVE HOW MUCH YOU GUYS ARE ENJOYING THE GIANTESS PICTURES OF MY FRIENDS I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I AM WORKING ON A FEW OF THEM RIGHT NOW AND THEY ARE TURNING OUR REALLY WELL AND I CAN'T WAIT TO POST THEM!
ALSO LISTENING TO THE SOUNDTRACK OF LUCY ( THE SCARLETT JOHANSSON MOVIE WITH THE 10 PERCENT OF YOUR BRAIN MYTH)
ALSO LISTENING TO THE SOUNDTRACK OF LUCY ( THE SCARLETT JOHANSSON MOVIE WITH THE 10 PERCENT OF YOUR BRAIN MYTH)
QwertyGTS retiring and surgery recovery
Update. I'm recovering from my reversal stoma reversal surgery. I got some somewhat sad news that one of the best giantess collagers on the platform qwertyGTS is now retiring. I'm thankful that it is in his own terms however rather than being banned or forced off the platform which I've seen with way too many amazing creators. He amazingly uploaded most if not all of his assets to his main page. Truly democratizing the collage making process and hopefully giving some newcomers the ability to make some wonderful POV collages. He will be missed. So I guess I want to talk more about my surgery recovery. The surgery of getting my stoma out was a success. Everything should be getting back to normal in a matter of weeks only thing that sucks is the beeping from the machines and not being in my bed. Which sucks. But I'll be out of here soon. Just want to make sure I'm in a good state to get back to the swing of things like collaging and video editing. Anyway I'm grateful to be alive and to no longer have my stoma. I hope you all have a good day.
Good news to share
I have two things that are good things to bring up. I have my stoma/ileostomy reversal on the 17th and even though Joy is sick she's still full of life and wants to cuddle,play,eat,run and do all the normal things a little hamster like her can do. I'm so grateful she's still alive. I was so scared I was going to lose her a month ago. I'm thankful I intervened and gave her her medicine when she was really sick. I saved her life and she's being my little fighter. I hope all of you have a good day. I'll still have my phone when I'm in the hospital post reversal. I'll probably be mad about the pain I'm in but that's okay.i can deal with that. Getting the reversal will be the first big step for me getting back to living a normal life and to improve myself as a person. Mainly from a physical perspective as well as traveling and going to more conventions
Today is an important day for me
No not because of the depressing 60th anniversary of the JFK. I'm talking about something neat and chill. Today is Scarlett Johansson's 39th birthday and also the 28th anniversary of Toy Story 1!
Is this the end? (Maybe,but hopefully not.)
So I've been noticing recently more and more fetish artists losing their accounts. This happened to my good and dear friend Giantessstudios101 who wanted me to relay a message to all of you. Which I'm going to paraphrase to the best of my ability he basically says his account has suffered a major blow. His work seemingly didn't meet the requirements for fair use or IP law. He had no choice but to remove it. Rest assured for those who are fans of his work he is planning on making an eventual comeback when that happens will be unknown. I felt that I owed him the first paragraph of this entry because he's my friend and his banning has upset me greatly literally my first few days of being in the hospital a comfort I had was seeing the works of my friends and knowing that his body of work that spanned almost 10 years is just fucking gone saddens and upsets me to no end. Now where the hell does that leave me? I don't know. I literally don't know. I'm still recovering from my recent surgery (please go to other posts regarding discussion of that). I haven't been on my fucking computer in over a week since it's downstairs and I can't physically get to it since I am using a fucking walker and can't go down to my space for now. So I can't adequately check and go through what I need to go through to protect my work and my account. I have been on this platform since 2012. I have used this site for a long long time. It is the main site I come to as a form of comfort it is a site I consider my digital home aside from YouTube which I used to produce other types of content. Literally YouTube and deviantART have been my online home for a long long time. So the prospect of losing either one of these digital homes that I have known for such a long time is a frightening thing to process. And considering the time of day I'm writing this journal entry and the headspace I'm in and when I'm recovering from, this is the worst thing I could be doing. But I literally do not know what else to do. deviantART for years I have found to be a very very chill website. But whatever asshats are now running it. Or doing irreparable damage to a site I love a site I have remained loyal to for as I have said a long time. My only hope is that my heart is team enough and mild enough that nothing will happen to it none of my art fortunately has much nudity and the nudity that is there could easily be used in a PG-13 film. Some of my work maybe classified as soft R. If we are going by movie ratings. In short I do not know what to do the only thing I can think to possibly do is create a Google drive Link containing all of my work. Has a zip file for download and preservation. I want to put this as clear terms as possible, the surgery I got literally saved my life. Had I procrastinated on going to the ER the day I went I'm not sure I would be here. And that is a very frightening thought the few things I have to show my skill as an artist and a content creator is this deviantART page. This page represents my progress and continuing skill as an artist and someone who loves the subject of giant women. My greatest fear is being forgotten. My mortality scares me. Perhaps I'm being too raw and real in this journal entry but I really want to drive the point home. I do not take pleasure in writing this or being this raw and open but I feel it's important to express how dire this whole thing could have been. If something horrible would have happened the day I got my surgery if the worst case scenario of me dying had happened. And my work was gone after my hypothetical passing. The only hope I have is for the watchers and subscribers of my work to reupload and preserve the legacy that I have. I'm not saying my work is something Grand or epic like a van Gogh or many other wonderful and amazing artists. But it is something that I spent a good amount of my life on. And I just wouldn't want a labor's of my love and life go to waste. I'm going to try to figure out a few backup alternatives to preserving my work in case I have to say goodbye to da thank you for reading this and understanding the headspace I am in. Admittedly I am still recovering from surgery so perhaps My views are skewed and I am perhaps catastrophizing due to the deletion of an account of one of my best friends on here. But I feel it is important to express how dire the situation is. Thank you for reading this and empathizing with the situation at hand.
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